cucumber's Diaryland Diary

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I think Rezo's influencing me.

00:01 - 06 November 2001

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smoke in smoke up smoke out

they just said on tv that november 15th is the "great national smoke out" day, i think you're supposed to stop smoking that day. little do they know that my birthday, november 14th, is the national smoke up day. hah!

22:19 - 05 November 2001

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hyper art layout

*looks around* i kick ass.

a girl in my lexdesigns guestbook suggested i check out this site, hyper art, and i did and i fell so in love with one picture i wanted to use it for myself. heh. so, i revamped my layout and now it is so super spectacular. probably not in netscape, but i hate netscape.

and let's all thank sarah for recommending jeff buckley's version of hallelujah, 'cause it kicks ass too.

20:16 - 05 November 2001

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you don't really care for music, do you?

hahah oops i accidentally posted this in lex designs by accident.

so, i haven't been able to stop listening to this mp3 lately.

leonard cohen - hallelujah

I've heard there was a secret chord
that David played to please the Lord,
but you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this: the fourth, the fifth;
the minor falls, the major lifts;
the baffled king composing Hallelujah!

Your faith was strong but you needed proof.
You saw her bathing on the roof;
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you.
She tied you to a kitchen chair
she broke your throne, she cut your hair,
and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah!

You say I took the Name in vain;
I don't even know the name.
But if I did, well, really, what's it to you?
There's a blazing light in every word;
it doesn't matter which you heard,
the holy, or the broken Hallelujah!

I did my best; it wasn't much.
I couldn't feel, so I learned to touch.
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you.
And even though all went wrong,
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
with nothing on my lips but Hallelujah!

Baby I've been here before.
I know this room, I've walked this floor.
I use to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch,
but love is not a victory march,
it's cold and its a broken Hallelujah!

There was a time you let me know
whats really going on below
but now you never show it to me, do you?
I remember when I moved in you,
and the holy dove was moving too,
and every breath we drew was Hallelujah!

Now maybe there's a God above
but all I ever learned from love
is how to shoot at someone who outdrew you.
And it's no complaint you hear tonight,
and its no pilgrim who's seen the light-
it's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah!

15:58 - 05 November 2001

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bucky / stinky

this is my cat stinky. okay, no it's not, it's my favourite comic strip in the whole wide world and it's in the toronto star every morning. yay.

i love get fuzzy!

01:06 - 05 November 2001

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kazza it's your birthday / happy birthday kazza

so yeah, this was a pretty boring day, until around 8:30 when i went to dude's house and we took pictures and other fun stuff for her photography project. it was the usual night at xenia's: snorting cocaine, freebasing heroin, rolling joints, and hugging vodka bottles. you know.

rezo took me driving today in his (parents') car, and he drives like a maniac or something. it might've had something to do with the fact that i was really stoned, but he seemed to be going waaay too fast. ah well.

it's National Oral Hygiene Day, so go sign toothie's guestbook and wish her a happy birthday. then come back on november 14th and offer ME sex!!

/right, lex out

00:52 - 05 November 2001

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one more piece

almost there.

00:52 - 05 November 2001

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hang on

i was gonna type an entry but i can't stop biting my nails. so, hold on, while i fix this hangnail. sheesh.

00:47 - 05 November 2001

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